I found out that he was more beautiful as a person than I first considered him to be. By the time we started knowing each other I knew I was a butterfly caught in his net, unable and unwiling to escape. I was loving the trap. I was ready to risk everything for that sweet pleasure I got spending time with him. I knew it was worth it. But he left. I knew everything was going to change. Maybe for that period I was the saddest person on the planet. I wanted time to freeze as I was alone left out in the cold. I prayed and prayed for him from dusks till dawns. All I wanted to do was just keep calling his name in the hope he’d come back.
And until he came there was a titanic trifling. I wanted all of him. I didnt understood what to do of that feelings,emotions and all of that. I just wanted to make sure that he is mine and only. I realized my life was pointless without him.
God had a plan for us I felt so. I strongily believe that he was a blessing for me. I couldn’t wish for anything more.
“I promise to keep you smiling in that captivating way that you do. Nothing in this world will continue if you are not a part of it. Distance may discourage our love but by my troth I will always love you against all inequalities.”